Sliding Away

After much soul searching I decided to send the essay on Vincent I'd written earlier. I don't think I got a reply from Nicky about it. Then again, she doesn't check her email often and takes a while to reply to her emails, since she's very busy with her work and with school. I wonder what she'll think of me now. Better to have it this way, rather than explode in front of her and the others at VCF.

It almost feels as if the time I spent there was all wasted. I know I won't make that same mistake again.